That’s him, down there, my masterpiece,
in tatters. That smouldering viscid blitz
of broken yolks dappling the ruddy dust
like early morning shadows on a country lane,
that’s the last sunset of, I almost said, his guts,
the final smattering of what was never more
than a scant smattering. Those linty pearls
and mawkish threads that weep and cling
among the milkweed, waste and ditch,
that’s his lifeblood, that’s his coyote soul.
That wrung-out icteritious sponge?
Why, that’s his heart, that once was steeped
in madder lake. As for that cubist bungle
over there, that hash of leg, bone, hide and ganglia —
those were his parts, with them I made him up,
like a coyote cowboy Frankenstein.
See how he seems arranged
(arraigned, I nearly said) as in a lover’s
last bouquet, a festering blush of petal, sepal,
thorn and stem. That mess is him, who never
missed his mark, or minced his words,
and, of course, me, and what I’ve done
again. My last big misinterpretation. My
supreme work of art. But whether he is
inside-out or outside-in, don’t be alarmed.
How often I beheld the canny likeness
of a protozoa in suspense
eye-dropped onto a slide, only to find
my love, transparent, ruptured, muddled,
wrenched, more convoluted even than
his every doomsday dream.
How fitting, then, how dense, the wild-eyed fur
singed into clumps of umber, mange and wisps
of feeling flesh, the acrid smoke and stench
of all that almost passed for almost wit
I almost said. The all-in-all of him,
down to the last surrendered bitter shred,
in spite of cognisance of which
see how he stipulates and foams and spits conditions
into full-blown, fulsome, loving threats
till he brings down another storm
in clouds that roll their shadows over these,
my fragile fugues of canyon, paintbrush, mesa,
rose bluff, rock cress, butte, plateau.
Where is a landscape I could love more than this?
Its Hammerklavier sunups. Its glowering sets.
Its noons that sheer off cliff drops and dead ends.
The burnished grand formality of these formations
that resemble, nearly, men, frame
vistas deeper and more vast than words,
promise farther than the eye can breathe.
Sweet selenite and darling shale.
Heart-rending dune, the woe of ironstone.
Where solid crystals blaze like unlit stars
and ranges vanish in the heat,
no trick of the perspective, or the rest.